Summer ???

Yesterday after I got off work I went straight home and got my Eclipse book and read it while I sat in the sun. It was so nice that it was warm. I was so happy that I got some sun...and so was my skin. Then this morning I woke up to a clean house. It made my day. I am at work today and the day is going very slow. I need some caffeine or something to wake me up. It is not that I am bored, I have plenty to do. I am just tired. Ben is so sick of waiting to see if he gets into Nursing School in Denver or not. It is consuming his life. He can't sleep and believe it or not he cannot eat. Now that is weird. Yesterday I told Ben that we had 5 months until the baby is here and he about died. I told him I was entering into my 5th month and he got nervous to be a daddy. I am kind of nervous to be a mommy, but not really. I have been a mom all my life watching out for six little sisters. Having my own child will be really different though. I am just glad that I don't have to go back to wrok after. It has always been my dream to be a stay at home mom. I dont want to take my kids to a daycare. We never had to do that as kids. It will be tight for a while, but I will be able to stay home with my children. That is a dream come true. Over the weekend I got a playpen, and a changing table. I am going to put them together this week. I need to start to get this baby room put together, and get it cute for the baby. I get to find out June 19 what the baby is. That will be so nice. Then it will really hit me. After work today I am going to go and lay out again. It felt so nice to get out of the house from winter and be in the sun. I just want it to stay warm for a while.