So Ready to go

I am so ready for my water just to break and to head to the hospital. It is getting harder and harder each day. I am so sick of sitting here and waiting when I cannot do anything. My unclean house just stares at me and it makes me sick that I cannot do anything about it. I need to get a lot of things done, but that is not going to happen. I have a doctor's appointment on Monday and then I start going every week. I hope he says that I am dilated more and my cervix is thinned out so that I can go have a baby. By then Braeden should be fine and I won't lose my sanity, and I can be done with these darn contractions.

I was at 35 weeks yesterday and hopefully the baby can hold off until next Thursday then he will be only one week premature. That would be so great to have a baby to hold for conference weekend. That would be a dream come true. I just want to hold little Braeden in my arms and see that miracle that I helped to create, and that has been growing inside of me for months.

On another note...Ben and I have been married 10 months on the 30th. That is so crazy. Time has really flown by, and we have grown so much closer. He is really busy now and I don't see a lot of him anymore. So I want him to know how much that I love him. Hope all is well with all of you~