Bleh...School

Right now I am taking 6 credits, but trying to cram it all in before Ben comes back in less than 4 weeks and we move. I think it would be hard to do school during all of that. So I am at the computer all dang day and my sweet little boy is wanting his mommy to play. It is so hard, because I would love to give in and just lay on the floor and play handy manny and cars all day, BUT it will be so worth it when we move to have the time for good to play with my boys. I am taking Philospohy and Psychology. Those were probably not the best 2 classes to take at once. They are tough. And to cram everything into 2 months instead of 4 it is killing me. My brain feels like mush and I don't think I am really remembering anything. Ya...that is not good because is PSYCH we are talking about memory and I can't remember anything...oh the irony. I dread reading my Philospoghy book because it is like mandarin Chinese to me and I cannot understand a word. Some of these people were nuts and I hope that Heavenly Father straightened them out when they got up there to see the Spirit World. I bet some of those crazies were shocked to find what they did when they died.

I just took a quiz and got 3 out of 10 and it was on memory. I guess I don't have a good memory. Oh well, life goes on and I take another quiz. I am so glad to be done in a few weeks and graduate in August. I have been working too hard on school and I need to be a mother and a wife. We are going to try to have another baby when Ben gets back and I want to focus on those things...not on some philosophers crazy ideas. I am enjoying learning a lot though and I am so grateful for the opportunity that I can finish my Associate of Arts degree and have that under my belt. I cannot wait for Ben to come back in 3 weeks and 4 days. I am not happy to move again, BUT out lives are just starting and we have a lot that is going to happen. Ben will have a stable job and we will be living finally. This whole Ben being gone journey has been really rough. It has been a little more tolerable lately, but still not easy. Braeden misses his daddy more and more everyday and every time we webcam. He is learning so much and I don't want Ben to miss a lot of these precious times and moments.

Ben got his plane ticket today and I am so happy that I cannot sit at this computer anymore. I want to go do cartwheels down the road. It has been too long without him and I cannot wait to have some fun dates with him and just have some companionship and FEEL married again and FEEL a family again...not feel like there is a hole in my heart and my other half is across the country. YEAH and I am now counting the days!