5 Weeks Left!

I am down to one hand now. That is unbelievable.  I am starting to get a little nervous about the whole delivery thing again! I think I have stressed more about his delivery and packing and everything more than with Braeden.  It may be because we cannot just jump in the car and go if we need to.  We have another little guy to worry about and if he is going to be taken care of. I have mostly everything ready I guess (as ready and can be in my current condition) and so now we just sit  and wait....literally!!  I am glad Ben gets a break though and a sort of vacation this summer. He will be gone for a training for 2 weeks starting Sunday and he will get to see his family and stuff.  That makes me feel a little better about getting a summer vacation in.  We were planning to go to Oregon this week, but I don't feel up to it nor do I want to be away from the hospital too far. I feel terrible that we don't get to do much of anything fun this summer, but what do ya do? My summer vacation will be this baby coming.  That will be the break I need to start feeling normal again (whatever normal is anymore) and to be able to see my feet, breathe again, not be dizzy, chase after my boys, start losing weight and fit into normal clothes without having to worry about my eruption of a belly being covered. I will say though that this pregnancy, the weight has all gone to my belly and I am SUPER happy about that.  Hopefully I can get back into an exercise routine and get some abs back.  It takes work, but I finally did it last June, and I felt awesome!  I cannot wait for that again!

We are now on a major countdown.  It will be nice to see my mom and sister again though too, so that will be fun when the baby comes. I cannot wait so share his name too, I keep wanting to write it so badly...but I will not!  It will be a major surprise a little while before he comes.  You will all love it! I know we do!