My Dad and My Family

My dad called me a few minutes ago and he just wanted to talk. He told me that he loved me and that this whole thing will be over soon. He said that he wished I was there with them and doing the traditions that we do every Halloween. He said that he loves me and he wishes that he could be holding a little baby. He told me that he is so sorry that this whole things has happened and that he wishes he could do something for me because this has been so hard on me. I am so glad that someone realizes just how hard this really had been on me. No one really knows, and I try to keep a straight face and just say, "I'm Fine" We have so much fun on holidays and it is so hard not to be there with my family. I will not be able to make if for Thanksgiving either because I made a sacrifice to spent Thanksgiving with Ben's family. It is going to be really hard because we are moving to Denver and I won't be able to see them at all for a while. I really makes me sad and hurt inside. My family and I are really close.

A few minutes after my dad called me my grandparents called. They told me that they love me and miss me and wish that I could be there with them. I then started to really cry. They told me that they pray for me every day and that they are always wondering what is going on up here. It meant the world to me for them to call me. Family is something so special. They are the ones who care a lot about you...unconditionally. Those phone calls are what keep me going. The encouragement and the love they give means so much!

I am spending Halloween alone because Ben gets to work. So it is a little harder for me this holiday because I have no one to do these family traditions with. If I wasn't on the verge of having a baby I would be with my family. I love them so much and I am so grateful for the wonderful family that I have!