Thoughts on Starting School Again

I start school again with 10 credits. That may not seem like a lot, but it is. I will be in school full time with a 14 month old and a husband who will soon be leaving for Air Force training. I am so nervous. I am going to ask my dad to give me a blessing so that I will be calm, and that I can get everything that I need to done. I am imagining the worst so that maybe it will be not so bad. Taking 5 credits last semester was not so bad...it was hard, but it was something that kept me busy while Ben was gone to school and away from that darned TV. Now I will be doing double the load and even going to one campus class in Richfield...a Biology class to be exact. This will be a tough one. Argg...I am stressing too much about this. I just want to be done next semester and play with my little boy. I feel like I miss out on a lot when I have to study. I know that if I pray to my Heavenly Father for comfort he will comfort me. I know that He is proud that I am getting my degree, and with the hard work that I am doing...He will help me. Ben will be here also for the first little bit of my classes so he can help me and watch my sweet son. After that my family will be here so that I can have time to get things done. I am so grateful for my family and all that they do for me. They love watching Braed and it helps me out a lot. Ben has been off since Dec. 14th so he has been able to spend a lot of time with Braeden and I. It has been a lot of fun and we are sure going to miss him when he is gone from March to July. We have to be strong and know that all of these sacrifices are for something greater. I am grateful the I belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints. Without it, I would not know who I am, where I am going, or what I am doing in life. I love the guidance, comfort and love this church brings.